In front of you
You see me.
You see into my heart,
even if you know I don't like it
be so open with you.
I feel uncomfortable
I could hate myself for this,
not seeing my facade upright,
to bring my wall down.
Even if it's just you,
who can see me like that,
You, who are always there,
I'm not wearing anything in front of you.
No cotton layers to act as a buffer,
No baggy clothes that hide me.
I am not standing in front of them,
only in front of you,
I can't scare you.
I stand before you as I am,
as you created me.
Even if I don't like myself that way.
and don't know what suits me.
Then I drift in the open sea
without seeing a direction
and you bring me to you,
Only you can pull me to shore.
I can rely on you
I will give myself completely into your hands,
But I can't dare.
cannot relinquish control.
I'm so tense,
does not want to lose control.
Not even into your hands.
I can't let myself be led.
And I'm floating in a vacuum.
and what I should do,
I hardly know
and my head is so full,
because I can't find my task
in this global balance.
But I think you have a plan.
of which I have no idea yet.
©Maike Pütz
Instagram: @123mai12
If you don't yet know what your plan is or you're still unsure, I would like to encourage you to take some time to ask God!
God is good and knows exactly what is good and right for you!
Sometimes it is enough to simply find peace in his presence.
YOU ARE BLESSED AND LOVED!